so, what *does* breast milk taste like? cantaloupe juice?
i am happy to report that my coding is for the most part done. i know, it didn't take long, but a lot of thought and anxiety went into it, so you might not see all the stuff building up to the six registers and six wires i added. *flex* i'll test it tomorrow.
but, i still don't have anyone to go with to the city! and i'm NOT going by myself to a party... *sigh* WHO WANTS TO GO WITH ME???
i need to get out. see some faces. meet some new people. my life is fucking stagnant. dude.
it's times like these when i'm inclined to go speed dating again.
i missed my psych appointment today. fuck. they're gonna charge me for missing it, and on top of that, i will run out of my haldol medication tomorrow night. shit.
as far as tics go, i'm doing ok, but the tics are still kind of bad. the worst times for me are when i have to sit still, which makes meals the WORST. and what sucks about meals is that they're inherently social activities, and usually i'm just sitting there quietly, ticcing about and fretting over the next one. *RAAR*
so alan lost out on his bid on a townhouse in MV. i'm sort of bummed for him; he was so excited last night!
speaking of that living situation, does anyone want to live with me when alan moves out? i'm sort of fretting over that, too, i.e. the whole moving thing or looking for a roommate thing. i want to stay where i am, but i have to admit, rent *is* high.
sigh. life is complicated, isn't it? so many decisions!
so do lactating women soil their tops?
so fyi, i accepted the offer yesterday. it felt good.
except.
i have all this shit to do to wrap up my work here at the current company. the CTO gave me this guilt trip about not staying through july, but there's just no way i can keep the new company waiting that long. sigh. i think i just burned a bridge here.
anyways, argh!
i just want to make it to the long weekend. you know, relax a bit before headed back to the grind.
i feel a bit sick, though. i went to pasta pomodoro (yes, 3rd time in like 2.5 weeks) for lunch, and i got this creamy gemelli pasta. i think it was *too* creadmy, because my stomach is all queasy now. cream is a dangerous substance!
i'm debating whether or not to go up to the city tonight (yes, i know it's a thursday) to see a friend's band perform. i've never gone up there on a thursday before, because, well, i have to WORK the next day! but... you know, carpe diem and all that. what do i have to lose?
*sigh* life is stressful.
yes, i know that my camera-cam picture is very VERY old, but you have to know, i never do my hair on workdays. and because i look stupid with my pseudo-bowlcut (when it's not gelled up), i am reluctant to post up any new pictures. we'll see. one of these days...
hm, i just talked to yuji, and it seems he can't go up to the city tonight. drat! it's my fault for not reminding him about it. *bonk*
in any case, i better get back to (starting) coding. i need to get this shit done.