not much going on today, except for this BOMB that was dropped on me at work today. it turns out that they forgot to tell me a very crucial (and hard to implement) feature that i have to put into my block, and i just freaked out. *RAAR*
anyways, whatever. that's the emotion that i'm feeling right now. whatever.
is it bad to hope for negative things to happen to your friends just so you are somehow positively affected? i think so.
i had lunch with benboy today at clarita's, a filipino place in sunnyvale. he told me straight up, "you look awful!" damn. partially, it was my nasty hair, which i didn't gel up, and mostly i think it was the rashes i've had on my face. damn this fucking eczema! i really need to see a dermatologist and get some cortisone shots or something. i look like i've been punched!
afterwards, ben showed me his cool orange horns on his car. and he pressed the horn and freaked me out. they're fucking LOUD! two kids who biked by said that it scared the shit out of them. hehe. i worry for ben, though. i worry that he'll use the horn and freak some driver out and cause an accident. *knocks on wood*
yesterday, i had dinner with alan and peter. a rare guy's night out. i feel really shitty about it, though, because i was all ticcy and stuff, and didn't contribute much fo the conversation. mostly it revolved around alan and his potential house. but i just sat there, ticcing left and right, and suffering through the aftermath of the pain and the anxiety over the next impending tic. fucking bites.
sigh.
so has anyone seen _spiderman 2_? is it good?