ho hum. i'm waiting here at work for the pizza to come. on thursdays, usually it's pizza from giovanni's, which is just too good to pass up, especially for free!
so my car looks all nice now, especially the interior. no more nasty steering wheel scrapies on the floormats! *yum*
so if you had the opportunity to find out why a girl isn't interested in you, would you ask? what if it really hurt? hm. i'd like to think that i would choose an honest (if hurtful) response over not knowing, because otherwise my brain just goes wonky thinking of all the unanswered questions.
fyi, i am getting over things. i'm just a little rattled by the ability for someone to be so silent and capable of avoidance.
i'm looking forward to the long weekend (july 4th). the only problem is, many of my friends are going backpacking, and while i would love to spend time with them, nature-time just isn't my cup of tea. where will i take a dump??
i love civilization too much. i'd much rather have concrete and carpet beneath my feet than dirt or grass.
anyways... after masa's, alan asked for a double date. hehe. doesn't look THAT is going to happen, is it? i am, however, headed up to the city on saturday to have lunch with hr girl. that should be nice, although i hope i don't have to drive us anywhere after i get there; looking for parking is the #1 reason why i hate the city.
i am a sex/love camel.
you know what's weird? i could be married right now. i mean, if i had done things differently, i could be hitched to k1 or k2. what do i think of that? *shrug* maybe i'd be obscenely happy or obscenely depressed... having known each of them intimately, there's a chance for either scenario.
but yeah, "what if?" questions are silly. and i shall stop thinking about it. i can't say that i'm sad or depressed or anything with my life now... it's just that i keep asking myself, "so when's it gonna happen?" when. not if.
woah. last night, i got seinfeld'ed out. i think i watched like 5 straight episodes of the show before alan and ting came back and i got to talk to real, live human beings for a change.
anyways, my car is getting washed right now. at work, we got onsite car detailing services, and it's a good thing because i'm too damn lazy to wash it myself, especially the insides, which are filthy.
do those of you with leather steering wheels get nasty gunk caked on all over? you know when you're really dirty, and you scrape your skin, and this black stuff comes off? well, that's what i got on my steering wheel. kinda nasty, and thank goodness no one else drives my car.
ho hum.
i'm dreading tomorrow. i'll let you know why after i do the dirty deed.
banana republic has this orange polo for sale, according to alan. i sort of want it, but 1) i don't *need* it and 2) i don't feel like driving there just to get something that i only "sort of" want. hm. but... it's orange!
i think this whole liking orange started with my blog. i mean, i used to HATE the color, but for whatever reason, i liked the orange movabletype template when i saw it. and the rest is history.
anybody got the new beastie boys album? how is it? they're like 40 now! i wonder if their age gives them any new perspective in their work.
friady can't come soon enough.