not much going on today. except that work sucks. i had a heated exchange with my boss today when he was trying to explain to me how to do part of my design. i mean, he made good points, but he was a bit, um, emphatic in his explanation. i think i caught him using the word "fucking" at least once.
i really don't know how i'm going to tell them that i'm leaving. we're smack in the middle of a project, and i think it's going to be bad karma for me. *sigh*
i am, however, looking forward to going back home. and watching game 3 of the nba finals. nervousness! the lakers just can't seem to pull away from the pistons at any time. and now that karl malone is injured? hm. rough times ahead.
tomorrow night is jay's birthday dinner. 9pm. why so late? i have no idea. it's at cascal, this tapas place on castro and california (hence the name cascal). last time we went there, it wasn't so good, so i'm not particularly excited about it. and besides, it's so late at night that i think i'll be having a pre-dinner anyways.
well, now that masa's executive chef is leaving, i think i am more inclined to go. man, my only worry is not the cost, but how ticcy i'll be. i just don't want to cause a scene, you know? and i do want to be able to enjoy the food, and lately, for the past few months, meals have been particularly hard to savor because of the fact that i have to sit there and tic repeatedly.
i got a haircut yesterday. i wore a hat to mat down the hair, so how i have this 7-year-old's bowlcut sitting on top of my head. it looks ridiculous. yes, i'm too lazy to gel it up, so don't bug me about it! haha
i think my problem isn't that i need a change of venue as far as my job is concerned. my problem is that i am simply burned out of work in general. i don't want to go into the office anymore! so that is weighing on my mind, because i don't think my intentions of leaving are pure. it's more of an escapist mentality. any advice for me? whether i take the new job or not, i think i'll be burning bridges at one place or another. *RAAR*