June 02, 2004

wednesday randoms

the other day, i saw this video of a girl BURNING off her pubes with a lit cigarette. mamma mia! sounds like a risky maneuver to me... what if she hits her clitoris with the flaming tip? YOOOWCH!

anyways, work is surprising light right now. but once my boss and the CTO come up with this new header format, i'll have a pile of stuff on my plate again. *sigh* it never ends!

but yeah. clitorises are cool. i wish i had one, just for a day, to see what it feels like to have it stimulated nicely. :p

not much going on today. i feel like going home, but i gotta show face time at the office, no?

AND, there's no good tv to watch until sunday! (that's when the NBA finals start.) although, last night's pacers/pistons game 6 was really ugly... their 60 combined points at the first half was an NBA record low, fyi. neither team could buy a basket in the 2nd quarter.

i had this amazing orgy dream last night. not that *i* was in the orgy, but i saw pictures of some of my friends in the orgy. it was sort of interesting seeing people i knew in sexual positions caught on camera. spicy!

speaking of which, naked pictures of me are still floating about in the world. i wonder how they're doing. *wink*

so i'm seeing my psych tomorrow morning. i'm going to ask about two things: 1) procuring some medicinal bud, and 2) going back to haldol, the ATOMIC BOMB medication of all antipsychotics. i am pretty desperate now in my search to limit my ticcing frequency, and i'm almost willing to try anything.

btw, if i don't get any better (tourette's-wise), masa's with k4 is OFF. i can't deal with having a 3-hour dinner and sitting there, ticcing my ass off in front of all these hooty-tooty rich people. yikes!

Posted by dardi! at 03:46 PM | Comments (6)

arigato

thanks to jennie for IM'ing me.

these days, i think IM is the best form of social interaction for me. i get to relax in my comfortable position, tic when i want to without disturbance to the other person, and just talk.

it's nice.

Posted by dardi! at 02:50 PM | Comments (3)

job change

so i had lunch with an old boss today. he didn't give me quite the hard sell on the company, but i could tell he was trying to be honest, and that he really wanted me to join.

and i can't deny that i'm thinking about it.

after lunch, he took me into the company cafeteria, and i saw viet and oh (and later marty) sitting there. it was like seeing old friends again.

yup. a part of me wants to work with these people again.

now, the question is... how to proceed, and whether this is what i really want.

Posted by dardi! at 12:45 PM | Comments (1)