so i was watching _the real world_ on tuesday night, and one of the guys, randy, had a female friend visiting. they weren't in a relationship or anything, but they still slept in the same bed and made out and stuff. and after a few days, she left.
hm. on one hand, that sounds like a nice situation, just to have a warm body around to mess around with.
but on the other hand, i'm not sure i could do that. i'd invariably get attached and want something more of a commitment.
i have only had one experience where i hooked up with a friend, and as expected, i was very torn about it. i wanted us to be an "item," but she didn't. so i just got very confused when we were kissing and cuddling and stuff. and in the end, i think i just got used. :(
but still... having a cuddle bitch does sound nice sometimes... *shrug*
so yeah, starting yesterday, i took off the next three days to make it a 6-day reprieve from work.
what did i do yesterday? i slept until 1:30pm, went back to work (just to pay some bills), and then slept from 3:30 to 6:30. then, i helped adam shoot a commercial (obesum!) for a school project.
man, acting is hard. it just didn't feel natural to be plugging a product with persoanl testimonials that weren't mine. hm. i hope i did a good enough job for adam.
when i got home, it was time to watch the 2-hour finale of _american idol_. not much to say, except congratulations to fantasia barrino. i wouldn't buy her cd, though. i just like seeing john stevens again. :)
so yaeh, i'm bored at home. there's not much to do. actually, there's *nothing* to do, but that's what i need right now. i need to just chill out, and hopefully, by tuesday, i'll be a little better. *crossed fingers*