hm. disturbing news. i might make it through the day without taking a dump.
damnit!
I WANT TO BE REGULAR!
congrats to dishi for graduating this weekend and becoming a high-powered attorney!
ok. that is all, folks.
so my friend C (a girl) asked me today why porn turns men on. honestly, i have never thought about that in depth. i just thought that men are more easily visually stimulated, and the sight of people having sex just naturally gives them hard-ons.
that said, skin mags don't really do anything for me. i think it's the process of sex that interests me, and not a frozen-time snapshot of it. for that reason, reading the sex stories is more titillating than looking at the pictures.
but C asked, "do you imagine yourself as the men?" i thought about it later, and maybe i do. at least, sometimes i think about how this or that (i.e. a blowjob) would feel on me. and for some weird reason, i like porn when the guy is a black dude with a huge schlong. maybe it's because i imagine myself as them, the pinnacle of virility? *shrug*
however, the voyeuristic part of peeking at people having sex does not turn me on. actually, i don't view porn as being voyeuristic at all, because it's so OUT there in plain view, like you're not peeking through a telescope into some random couple's bedroom.
i'm pretty picky when it comes to porn, though. i like only heterosexual couples mainly (threesomes and more seem like too much distraction, and lesbian sex doesn't do much for me at all), and there are only certain positions that turn me on. and sex with a condom? a girl with an ugly face? fuggedaboudit.
almost time to go home. i can't wait!
today, some of the coworkers who flew in from bangalore, india, are leaving. they worked here for a few months, and now are going back to india. we had a going-away lunch, and in some way, i felt sort of sad. i think it has to deal with the fact that sometimes your life crosses paths with certain people, and then you'll never see them again. it's not like i was close to these coworkers, but... yep. so farewell, vasanth, srinivasan, and madhu!
of course, in terms of people i'll likely never again, i'll definitely miss br girl and stripper girl shannon more. :)
br girl... wow, that was almost a year and a half ago. i wonder what she's up to. man, i thought she was beautiful. i still wonder, though, if my stalking her was the reason why left banana republic in the first place. :(
last night, i came back from a dinner with the taiko alumni peeps and found alan, peter and ting watching _you got served_. hm. i sort of enjoyed the dancing stuff, but the dialogue was just so homie-wannabe! *shrug*
the movie reminded me of a time when we were in roppongi (japan) at this club called buzz. and my friend taizo started this dance-off in the middle of the floor. and this guy decked head to toe in fila equipment just busted out what seemed like a pre-choreographed dance routine. it was cool, but when he did it the 2nd and 3rd time, it wasn't as impressive.
ah, japan. good times. although, during my 6-month stay there, i frequently got lonely. and bored. and alienated. but i guess as time goes by, the bad memories sort of fade, leaving only the good ones. funny how our minds work like that. what's to keep it from going the other way, leaving all the horrible memories instead?
maybe it's a defense mechanism against negativity dominating our brain, i.e. we need to survive, so we block out the bad stuff more easily. hm. seems like a good psych experiment in the making.
have you seen that gap commercial where this semi-attractive girl peels off layers and layers of colored tank tops?
i think it's a fucking tease.
it's sort of like a miniature version of hell, whereby a nubile keeps taking off her clothes and never gets naked.
*RAAR*