people who see me these days ask me if i've been punched in the face. it's because of my fucking eczema, which makes me look like i have a shiner underneath my left eye. what the hell is up with my body?
i feel like my warrantee has run out. things are just breaking down left and right. and i'm only 28!
wow, time is passing by reeeeallly slowly today. partially it's because i've finished my tasks for the week here at the office. partially it's because i'm perpetually clockwatching for when i can go home.
i actually don't have any real plans for this weekend. i don't even know who's going to be around, so if you want to hang out, give me a call!
other than that, i'm just going to watch a lot of basketball while lying on the futon, i think.
oh, speaking of basketball, the neighbor behind me is crazy. i mean, she screams, cries, curses, etc. one good example was last night, the AMAZING game between the spurs and the lakers. after duncan hit that shot, she (obviously a diehard lakers fan) screamed, "NOOOOO! I CAN'T BELIEVE HE HIT THAT FUCKING SHOT!" proceeded to rant and rave for another 30 seconds. it's rather annoying.
and then, of course, there were whoops and cries of jubilation when derek fisher hit the winning shot to give the lakers the win. man! WHAT A SHOT!
anyways... i feel like shit these days. i thought may would bring a reprieve to my symptoms, but dude, it's not letting up! the worst thing is, i don't even know what's eating at my stress level, so i can't do anything about it.
it's sort of weird, you know, that when i say, "i'm not feeling well," many people would just assume some sort of physical illness. but that's not what i mean. what i'm talking about is *mental* well-being. yep.
man, i wish i could smoke out or something. that would calm me down for sure. one of my blog readers has a son with TS, and he told me that his son uses pot a lot because it relieves him from his tics. i can totally believe that. now the question is... where can i score some of that stuff?
ok, more later.