some of the coolest things ever said to me:
a. "i'm an aggressive lover"
b. "but i think we should mess around anyway"
c. "i'm not DONE YET!"
the context:
a. we were making out for the first time.
b. we were discussing whether we should start a relationship, and the girl prefaced her statement with how she wasn't going to completely give it up that night.
c. the girl was riding me cowgirl style, and i made some discombobulated gesture indicating that i was about to blow my wad. and while uttering those words, she threw me back down on the bed.
ah, life.
interesting. i got an e-mail from k3 today. for those of you who don't know, she was a girl who i once labelled as "my favorite girl on the planet." and we were never a couple.
of course, though, as with all the k's, i did brutally stupid things to alienate her. in this particular case, it was blogging about something very personal to her and putting it out in the open for everybody to read. stupid, stupid dardy.
i miss her.
but maybe, this complete falling out was what i needed to get over her. you see, i was convinced that we were soulmates. and when we went to new york together back in october of 2001 (yes, right after 9/11), the litmus test of us together just didn't work out. but still, i would have waited for her.
but with my stupid stunt, we stopped talking for well over a year. even now, our e-mails are very short and lack the congenial chemistry that we used to have. but hey, at least we're talking.
so i really wished i wrote this last night, when i was giddy about some certain developments.
first of all, i wrote k4 a cursory e-mail, and what do you know, she wrote back! we have a tentative tennis outing, and maybe a trip to visit masa's. i know, i know, masa's is a pretty pricey place, but i don't mind if i'm seeing her.
and second of all, the coordinator for the speed dating event finally relented and gave me the hostess's e-mail address! i laughed when i read her opening line: "dardy, you're persistent."
so what do you think? does the fact that she gave me the girl's e-mail mean that she ok'ed it with the girl in the first place? i think so, since if i were the coordinator, i wouldn't have done it unless i made sure the hostess girl was receptive to the idea of me writing her.
so yeah. those two things made me happy. what can i say. women make my world go round.
so last night's _OC_ finale was pretty bleak, huh? i thought it was a good way to end the season. and their use of jeff buckley's "hallelujah" was pretty haunting.
what was odd about last night, though, was that after the show, i was hanging out with alan and ting in a rare conversational atmosphere. and i noticed... i wasn't ticcing! i felt happy!
i don't think this had anything to do with the show itself, but it was like all the pressure and stress that had invaded my body just somehow vanished. very spooky, but in a good way.
and i don't know what caused it. and the bad news is today, i am the same lethargic ticcy guy i have been for the past two months.
but damn, last night was a good reprieve. *sigh*