the only interesting thing i read last night was that a beaver can chew through a 6-inch diameter tree in 15 minutes. now that's some strong fucking teeth!
anyways, very little going on in my head today. i've spent most of it contemplating now to do this stupid egress thing i have to code.
my nose hurts. i hope it's not broken. damn me and my big honker! for a while there, i was excreting these nasty dark red bloody boogers.
i hit 185 yesterday.
i think i'm going to go home early today, get some magazine reading done, and watch the stanford women's game. they're playing #1 seeded tennessee, a regular ncaa women's powerhouse, so best of luck to the cardinal women!
i think i've officially burned out of my job. the biggest problem with that is the fact that i still have some difficult shit to do.
i am worried about my appetite. i'm just not hungry these days, especially after exercising (like today). so far, i've had a cup of ramen, a coke, and a peanut butter cup. i wonder if my diet is exacerbating my tourette's. hey, it's a possibility!
anyways, i RESOLVE to do a shitload of coding tomorrow. mind over matter, eh?
so long! hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
is it bad that i'm hoping for a nervous breakdown so i can get out of work? :/
i realized today that in every single file of code that i generate, i have the number 69 in there. ha! you see, i separate my code with these comment bars, i.e.
/****...****/
and the number of asterisks i put in there is always 69. neat-o!
thank goodness for the emacs ctl-u function. hehe.
calgone take me away!
anybody want to trade places with me?
anyways, tonight, _24_ resumes. which doesn't really mean anything to me, because i don't watch the show. but my roommates do, so i wonder what i'll be doing from 9-10pm. i will, however, occupy the tv from 8-9 because of _american idol_. go john stevens!
i am in a procrastinating mood today. and it's bad. i keep on indulging myself with sunflower seeds and cigarettes. i gotta do some work! *pukes*
the more i think about it, the more i think i'll want to be on a management track. that way, i don't have to do anything. i think i'm tired of coding. i've been doing this for what, 7 years now? it's time to move onto something else. i just wonder what that "something else" is.
i wanna be a sportscenter anchor. last night, they had the winner play for his salary. basically, they gave him a base salary of $70K, and for every answer tha the got right, he got an extra $5K. he got five questions right, giving him the ripe respectable paycheck of $95K a year. damn! i'd like to be in his shoes!
during the last "throwaway" game of basketball, i ran nose-first into a guy on my team. smashed my nose into his head.
so after i fell down and gathered my thoughts, the first thing that came to mind was, "AM I HORRIBLY DISFIGURED??!!"
i felt this liquid coming out of my nose, and without hesitation, i stuck my finger in there. it was all bloody and shit.
sigh.